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It has been a while. Time to vent and gack all over the page. I am so tired of all the crap I have to deal with. Isn't everyone? I am in a temp job that changes my length of assignment from day to day. I can't seem to find a permanent job that is truely permanent. I went to an event this weekend and it sucked big time. I have been sick for days. I am baby hungry in the worst way. I guess this is usual. I am feeling the "ack I am over 32 and still have no kids, husband nor any career to speak of and I feel I am failing miserably at life" crap. The one guy I am truly interested in isn't. I wish I could just snap my fingers and change my life. Instead all I can think to do is sit here and bitch about it. I want to go to film school, but can't afford it. I am still working on figuring it out, but by the time I do I will be old enough to retire. :P